Drama queen no more.

I choose life over drama. I admit, I used to be the biggest drama queen,but not anymore. When I envisaged that a life with no drama is better,I hastily left the complicated life that I was trying to live in. Choosing life over drama is not my way of escaping to reality, its my way of appreciating that life goes hand in hand with opportunities – opportunities to rise,and to fall.

Life realizations for the week.

1. I can’t live my life trying to please everyone and prove them wrong – especially those who dislikes me. I can’t live my life just trying to please somebody. I have to get up and make the most out of my blessed life. There’s more to life than just please and and prove them all wrong. I’ve realized that in God’s own time,you will be accepted and appreciated by those people who will really matter to you in life. You don’t live to please them. I will live my life according to his plans,and as much as possible, stay away from all the wrongness that would come my way. I live for him,not for someone else. 🙂

2. I have already cried about this for 3 nights,  and I am now on the edge of completing this torment – 2 (or maybe 3) days to go and I’m off this hook! Night shift was not bad after all. Being surrounded with co-workers that makes my work place less stressful is a blessing. I just can’t wait for this to be over,cause I couldn’t fathom the fact that my Dad has to pick me up from work in the middle of the night anymore.

3. “I tried” – believe it or not I did. Maybe one day – maybe.

4. I am trying all my might to stall this departure,but stalling should not coincide with abrogating – and I wouldn’t let that happen. As much as I hate to leave the life that I am used to, I have to move forward and embrace my dream,for it is already in the palm of my hands.

5. Chasing dreams is not the way to go. I don’t chase my dreams. I grab them and make those happen, one by one. Dreams don’t run,they wait until you do something and make them come to reality.

6. I deserve these blessings, and that’s the only thing that I have to prove to someone. And that someone is my only One – Him 🙂

<3 R

P.S. I am now on my way to 2,200 hits since I’ve publicized this page last January 2011! I know this is quite a small number for some of you,but it really warms my heart every time I see a hit every day! 🙂 I don’t know the main reason and intention why you guys check my blog but nonetheless, you make this crazy girl happy 🙂

(c) Mark See

“to be young and carefree” 🙂 <3

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Canvas (Cebu, Philippines)

Cebu: May 2011

It was raining all day, but for some reason, we felt like going out to have dinner and see a movie. We passed by this interesting restaurant and told myself I wouldn’t go back to Manila without eating there. We only have a couple of days left in Cebu so we wanted to make the most of it.

The restaurant is owned by an Australian Chef and his Filipina wife. We were seated beside their son who I think was studying. Looking at him made me miss home. It reminded me of the times that I would come home from school and see my siblings studying in the living room. Haaaay, only a couple of days and I will be reunited with my family again! I am having mixed emotions about it.

The restaurant was not too busy when we went there. Probably because of the weather. Good for us though because we got our food pretty quickly.

Canvas’ open kitchen

I always get inquisitive on how my food is being prepared.So dining in an open kitchen restaurant makes me really excited because I could see all the action.

Mango Shake for me!

You can never go wrong with anything mango when in the Philippines.

Canvas is a bistro bar and gallery. There are beautiful portraits on the wall for everyone to appreciate. If I am not mistaken, I believe they are for sale too!

Mushroom Pate

I loved this! Just the kind of pate that I was expecting. The crostinis were toasted perfectly! A lot of people don’t pay attention to this, but if your crostini is bad, it doesn’t matter if your spread is AMAZING, the entire dish will be ruined.

Chicken served with brown sauce, sauteed veggies, and mashed potato.

Since I’ve been devouring myself in quesadillas during my stay in Cebu, I couldn’t resist this! It was one of the best quesadillas that I have eaten in Cebu….surprisingly from an Australian inspired restaurant.

Buffalo Wings.

I remember only having a bite and giving this to my friend. I am not a fan of this.

Apple Strudel

I loved this so much! Apple + Cinnamon are so perfect together 🙂 Eating this with vanilla ice cream really made the dessert even better.

After the movie, we still hadthe urge to keep the night going. Malls in Cebu close earlier compared to our malls in Manila, so we ended up eating a salad at CBTL.

<3

R

Momo Cafe

9.24.2011

One thing that I love about having a morning schedule is that I get to do almost everything that I love after my shift. One of those is eating out. I see to it that I get to try at least two new restaurants in a span of 10 days. I was glad that it only took me 20 minutes to get to Eastwood from Greenbelt 5. Knowing that it was a Saturday,and already 5PM, I was quite surprised. I met up with my friend in Nail-a-Holics. I don’t know how he managed not get bummed out by him waiting for me to get done with my treatment.

After shopping, we decided to try Momo. It is part of the same group behind M Cafe that I love so much! Their Sunday brunch is something that I’ve been dying to visit again (hopefully this week with the fambam). So anyway, I was really excited to try Momo Cafe because I know the food will be nothing short of amazing.

Complimentary Bread

The bread was too hard 🙁 It felt like it just came from the fridge and was warmed in the microwave for 5 seconds! But seeing that they have a bread and soup station did not give justice to this poor bread 🙁

I liked the cheese pimiento, I could have eaten more but I just can’t with the stale bread.

Chocnut Varlhona

It was a battle between Chocnut Varlhona and Chocnut Sansrival. I was having a hard time deciding since they both look delicious.

I asked the trainee from CSB which is better between the two and she said they are both their bestsellers/ She told me that their Chocnut Varlhona is flourless, so I chose that.The chocnut buttercream in this cake is so thin that I hardly tasted the chocnut. But all in all, it was a good dessert and I would definitely come back for this! It was moist and not too sweet.

P.P.S. If you would remember from my previous post, I mentioned that the sequence of food is not really evident to me when I eat out :)) We had our dessert first before eating our appetizer and entree! :))

3 Layer Nacho Pizza – “Tower Power”

I was thinking of ordering a salad or anything that has fresh greens in it since I was craving for some. But seeing this on the menu made me drool and excited that I will be eating something on the Mexican side!! 🙂

I loved this so much! It was so big that we only ate half of this! 🙂 nomnomnom

Southern Style Deep Friend Cereal Crusted Chicken

Most of Momo’s dishes are good for sharing and are priced reasonablly..compared to some of the food chains here in the Metro, you’ll know that you are getting your money’s worth.

This was VERY juicy and fried to perfection. I would definitely order this again.


After having dinner, we saw the movie Horrible Bosses. We had 2 hours to kill so we roamed around the weekend bazaar which was heavenly. Most of the stalls were desserts, and as a result, we tried most of them. I bought some for my breakfast the next day and made him try this organic balut. hahaha.What made me happier that night is the chilled taho that he bought for me.. I am so mababaw like that but I love taho so much that I would do anything just to have it right NOW.

Since I am already working, I felt like this movie made me realize about a lot of things that helped me with things that I’ve been trying to figure out. I know for a fact that my misery is nothing compared to those who suffers more than me when it comes to their job. My only problem at work is the shifting schedules every week that will lead me to going home at 12MN. Other than that, all is well and I just can’t wait to fly! 🙂

Mary Grace in Trinoma

I would give anything just to have enough time to do everything that I love .Everything that I was used to before I started working. Getting my priorities straight and accomplished is far better than just wasting my time, resources and opportunities. This is what I need as of this moment – DIRECTION.

Most of my goals have a “time frame”, and I am glad that I am on the right track. I am positive that I will fulfill most of it in my desired time. I can’t say “all of it” just yet cause life is a beautiful definition of the word – CHANGE.

Working is a goal that I’ve just scratched off my list a month ago. I’ve always wanted to work after graduating and before “flying” 🙂 Most of the time, I miss my “old-carefree-stress-free” life.But truthfully, I wouldn’t have it any other way now. Just like what my good good good and funny friend Carlos said “we all have to make sacrifices”. I agree, to get where I want to be, I have to make sacrifices in life. One of which, night shift 😐

I had my day-off from work yesterday (09/22). My friend and I met up for lunch and watched a movie afterward.

We had lunch at Mary Grace.

My family and I love Mary Grace so much. My Mom and Sister spoil themselves with MG’s grilled ensaimada and cheese roll. While my Dad and I try something new from the menu every time we go.

Wild Mushroom Pate

Our appetizer.

I find it “okay”. Not really something that I would look forward to and will order again when I go there.

I was expecting a pate, that has a “pate” like texture and consistency, but this is quite far from what I was expecting it to be.

Tomato and Herb Pasta

I loved this! It was simple but very satisfying.

 He ordered: Spaghetti and Meatballs

I had a feeling that he missed Itaianni’s spaghetti and meatballs :)) The tomato sauce was too runny 😐 I liked the flavors though. The meatballs were not as good as we thought it would be.

After having lunch in Mary Grace, we bought tickets for Contagion. I loved the movie, he didn’t :)) I love how it scared, and still scares me of the fact that a disease could kill millions of people. Stuff like that affects me, in all sorts of way. My being OC has just been upgraded to another level 😐 :))

We had carrot cake for dessert.

I decided to go to the grocery just to wind up and make my day-off worth it :))

<3

R

Hassan Kabab and Steaks

/*-9-I LOVE Persian food! I am lucky because there are a lot of Persian restaurants in Manila.It is definitely one of the best cuisines ever! Persian food is straight forward and simple. One of the things I would break my diet for — keema with lots and lots of white sauce!

I really liked Hassan so much that I went there twice in one week. My first time was with my favorite food buddies. The second time, I told my family about it and told them that we should go for our family dinner.

Hassan has 6 different sauces.My 2 most favorite sauces are garlic and pesto & cheese.Being the sauce freak that I am, I was so happy to indulge.

Shinrou and Enrico ordered beer while I enjoyed my glass of yogurt shake. Mister Kebab’s is still better but this one is good enough to enjoy our Persian dinner even more.

Ox Brain

fat.fat.fat. — that’s what we were saying the whole time! We ordered it because we were so interested in the taste and texture.

Chicken Kebab 

I ordered 2 plates of this — cheat day to the highest level!! It was soooo good!!!! Definitely hit the spot.

Keema Pie

We all loved it! This is something that Mister Kebab doesn’t have so we were all excited to try it. The crust was very crunchy and the toppings were just enough — not too heavy! Smother it with more sauce and you’ll be very satisfied!

My second visit with my family. I couldn’t get over Hassan so I forced them to go to Katipunan.

Can someone please take me to a Persian Restaurant now….. 🙁

Where to Eat in Powerplant Mall

07.30.2011 

First C- Cafe Mediterranean.

I was craving for chicken kebab for a couple of days now. We were not sure where to eat in Rockwell — kebab was in my head but I wasn’t sure if there was any restuarant that we could go to for that.  Until we realized, we could go to Cafe Mediterranean. 

Kofta

These meatballs were really savory. It was very juicy so plus points!!

P.S. I consider May-July 2011 as my “those were the days” diet time. I limited my food intake and ate healthier food. BUT those were the days, I can now eat everything that I want! Yay :)) IN MODERATION. Continue reading “Where to Eat in Powerplant Mall”

Everybody’s fine.

I was supposed to blog about this movie last January 17,2011. But since I had to give way to some other entries first, I had to put this on hold.

The first time I watched this movie, I wrote a note to my Dad saying “please watch this <3”.

The second time, I got the same feeling — the heaviness that I felt watching this as a daughter of a great man and seeing the possibility of the future kind of scared me. I ended up in tears and a heart wanting to hug her Daddy.

I can’t put into words how heartwarming this movie is. I could hold back my tears for an entire movie, but this movie got my entire pillow soaked in tears.

The cast was exceptional, of course! You can’t expect anything else from Robert De Niro.

I am very sentimental when its family related. Much more if I could relate to it.

“A million feet of wire to get them today”

This line really touched my heart. I know how my Dad worked hard to get where we are today. Just thinking about how we attained everything that we have is galvanizing. He is my inspiration. It brings me back to the joy that we had when I graduated. He still mentions it to me up to this day. How he is so proud of me in achieving my goals, in becoming a responsible lady and believing in my passion.

The part where his children calls to cancel their family dinner after him buying and preparing loads of stuff for them already put me into tears. Mind you that I’m only at the first 10 minutes of the movie. So just imagine my eyes when the movie ended.

Robert De Niro taking pictures all the time is so like my Dad. My Dad likes to document everything ever since he got his own camera. It actually makes us laugh. At the end of the day, when I look at his photo roll, I am touched by the moments that he was able to capture.

There are scenes where in Robert de Niro would see his sons and daughters as their younger version. My Dad, too, sees us as a young kid still. It makes want to not grow up actually. I want to be my Daddy’s baby forever, so I will be.

When Robert de Niro’s children shuts him off one by one, it scared me a little cause I know for a fact that it is possible for that to happen in real life. But when I thought of how my Dad has been instilling the values that we are learning now, I am complacent that we will still see each other regularly even if we already have our own families or busy with work. We will always find time for each other. 🙂